Mental Breakdown...

I'm starting to wonder if the actions I do and the abilities I have are paranormal...

Since young, I have been able to control my dreams... Good or bad, I cannot decide, but I can control anything that happens in the dreams to my own advantage or mood...
If I am very tired, I usually sit back as an invisible figure and watch the dream(s) flash by...
If I am curious, I would explore and do things like a small kid...

My mind thinks differently in many ways as well...

I could command myself to forget something, (if its not so important), and INSTANTLY forget it, permernently until somebody or something reminds me again....
One example is today, which actually happened quite a couple of times already...

I was holding a tissue paper in my hand, and it was soaked with sweat... (eww.... coz it was an extremely hot day)... There wasn't any dustbins nearby, so I just made myself forget that I was every holding a tissue paper... And thus, for the next TWO and the HALF HOURS I walked around Orchard Road with that tissue paper in my hand...
erpz.. tell me about forgetful...

And I'm startin to get worried about it too...
Though I am pretty good at music, having the ability to play a song after hearing it once or twice... I CANNOT memorize most songs untill I've sang or played it like 10+ times... which is terribly bad for a normal human being..

I realized this when my class when for K-Boxes visits, and on today's occasion, PartyWorld...
I knew many songs, almost all the songs they were singing, HOWEVER, I could not sing them as I just did not know how to sing them... in a wierd way..
Bad bad bad bad.... I cant even memorize songs lyrics...

Sigh...
Anywayz.. The chalet response seems slow.. very slow... so sad... want to cry le...
My church friends are going anywayz...
Maybe 10 peepz would be enough for a small chalet...

sobz...